03/10/10 pt 2

My goals in life are as follows
-To master my personal management and attitude by pushing myself into increasingly more tricky situations to see if I lose my cool (I have lots of books to help me to that effect). In short: be happy all the time.
-To gain a photographic memory, amazing retention and 200wpm typing speed (in the English languages - might learn other languages on keyboard plus programming stuff)
-To become a dectathlete and a Mixed Martial Arts fighter, or as close to those as I can (I have a thing for practical versatility (it = pure freedom). I'd also love to learn some sports.
-To earn a 500k yearly income and get 2.1million in savings.
-To practice some of the practical spirituality techniques I've read about to see if they are real - namely out of body experiences/astral dynamics, lucid dreaming, manifesting/LOA, remote viewing, and on the more powerful end, chakras, and hallucinogens . Any one of those is a much longer practice for sure.
- To play anything I hear or read on drums, keys, guitar/bass, or vocals. Plus there's a laundry list of about 13 other instruments that I would love to own. I will travel everywhere and I will learn it through first hands, or degrees.
- Finally, I want a network of sharp minded business associates I can trust, who want to change the world, friends I can tell anything to, and a gal to die for. And a kick-ass house.

That's what I said a few days ago. They are basically my life goals. When you get an urgent sense of your own mortality (OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO DIE) it seeps through all these layers of emotion within you, where on one level you are a child, an emerging adult trying to grow, a scared little boy, a crazed wolverine, you're every role in the book, and not all of them resonate deeply within you. Sins of omission are considered much more grave than any of the supposed sins of the consequences of breaking major law. OK. Time to review the battle plan with this new emotional capsule.