Avatar.

PROS: Great first hour, where the military scenes feel like a hyper realistic, tough, gun nut paradise, and show great promise. Alarmingly engrossing use of VFX at the military base. Giovanni Ribisi shines in every scene he's in and rises above his material. The scenes of running through the bioluminescent Pandora at night are bar none the most beautiful I've ever seen; Cameron is at his best when observing the beauty of his world like a nature documentary. Jake's first flight is lovely. James Horner's music is mostly amazing and filled with meditative beauty, when he's not going OTT with TribalPercussion (TM). Jake and Neytiri's central relationship blossoms with real tenderness, in fact whenever the film focuses on that it works very well. Zoe Saldana is both a gentle sweetheart and a fierce warrior, the heart of this film. The Hometree genocide is extremely powerful in a 9/11 tone and hit me across the face. All the best scenes here stand alone with deep heart combined with an honest, forward thinking creativity that doesn't tax your intelligence, no matter about the rest.

CONS: The plot and dialogue is often painfully derivative (and baggy, like Mark Kermode said), pulling your attention out of the scene, and makes the emotional and energetic tone highly inconsistent: it makes the final battle a case of 'seen this before' and very toothless, despite the fact it could very well be the technical battle of all times, Return Of The King's battle utterly destroys it in emotional and artistic impact. Sam Worthington simply doesn't have the acting chops, the facial expression, or dare I say it, the heart, to bring this work to life here. The attempt to make the human technology plausible detracts from the sci-fi premise at times, and I wished both the world and the Na'Vi could have felt darker and more alien, to give this work an evil thrill and an edge, instead of feeling like the sometimes vacuous and toothless space hippies they came off as. Though I blame Cameron's militant nature for his overlooking the deeper spiritual elements that actually made the best of this work, it's ironic to me that a truly spiritual culture is far from toothless and boring, and you think the director of the highly intense Aliens and T2, of all people, would recognize this: faster, more intense please. The first thanator chase and the flying mountains made me feel 'ehh'. Some of the CG actually still needs work.

OVERALL: Veers from the sublime to the ridiculous, but just about enough of the former. C.

Harry Potter 7

PROS: It's VERY dark. Characters die. Bets are off. It's fairly violent and graphic for a Potter movie (I balked at Ron's ripped up arm). Great individual moments: Hermione's intro, the sword sequence, the marriage, the Ministry, the cartoon - that were engrossing. In fact, the first hour was great and full of powerful tension. Amazing production values. The Nazi overtones were terrific. Imelda Staunton was wonderful.

CONS: Awfully dull middle forest segment that drags ON AND ON: an editing job would have been terrific. Still mediocre dialogue and acting in this part that robs the film of its momentum and leaves it plodding to a halt after a gangbusters beginning: for a character based setup film I just wasn't invested in the characters, who have gone as far as they can, and the audience feels it and yells, 'more plot please'. Too much focus on a boring and repetitive mythology in place of a good script. The whole graveyard scene felt utterly pointless to me. They only find one horcrux and there are 3 left by the end - I felt conned. An abrupt ending that didn't leave me feeling anything. No recap at the start. Would have worked better as one movie.

OVERALL: Painfully inconsistent. When it's good, it's great. When it's bad, it's pretty bad. Grade C-.

Questions after Bowling For Columbine, Sicko, and Roger and Me.

I do a lot of these kinds of things because questions both respond to real world conditions whilst also tapping into the imagination for solutions; the left brain merges with the right brain, unity.
So:

What is our fascination with guns and war?

Are certain terms we use, all euphemisms, fear by any other name?

Does the media glamorise self destruction, and how do we deal with that?

Do we need bullet control?

Are M16s strictly necessary?

If you don't own a gun, are you irresponsible?

Does prudence equal a life worth living? Isn't leftist compassion, no matter how misguided, closer to the spirit of life than conservative nest eggs?

If you own a gun, does that make people feel safe around you?

Are women with guns sexy? (...yeah??)

Does the American second amendment (right to bear arms) include the right to have plutonium? If not, then there's a line to be drawn, but where?

Where's the line between gun owner and psychotic?

How do we deal with stupid gun accidents?

Isn't Marilyn Manson actually very smart?

Isn't school a prison with no options (read the dictionary definition) that doesn't give kids what they want at all?

Aren't Moore's omissions and selective use of statistics, cleverly designed to make us draw conclusions in our own minds that aren't really there, based upon other truths that are present? Shouldn't all the facts be present - is Charlton Heston really bad, is Canada really that better than the US, and at the same time, isn't it also your responsibility to be neutral before casting blame? I mean, does the film really invite you to view Heston as a villain, or is that your choice to view those segments independent of the emotional charge of the rest of the piece?

Is Dick Clark, well....a dick?

If said omissions were not deliberate, what was Moore's narrative and emotional intention in these moments and how can we see it?

Is it really important that Moore omits the fact that the 6-year old who killed his classmates with a gun, got it from his mother's crack addict brother's house, and that he was already violent?

Isn't the final Heston interview a bit manipulative?

Are right wingers scared that Moore's general points might actually be right, despite the distortion? Aren't they all a little too eager to jump on the anti-Moore bandwagon because it is a kind of alternative vogue and secretly enjoy the social stroking as much as the left? Are they hoping no one notices that their debunking is both a little too spiteful, and also still doesn't discredit the central arguments? After all, isn't Moore a NRA card carrying member, and doesn't necessarily have anger towards Heston?

Aren't those who attack others emotionally motivated towards the pleasure of being right?

Don't all documentaries have bias anyway? Don't all circumstances only present a small part of infinite knowledge and truth, based on what is 'hermetically sealed' in our collective agreements, and wouldn't it be more honest to take personal responsibility and view all the facts rather than blaming someone else?

Are the government good or bad or both or neither?

Isn't corporate downsizing, like GM's layoffs and foreign outsizing and using the savings to buy up the competition, truly prudent just because they have enough money to filter reality? Don't they have all the blood on their hands that results from the homelessness - the crime and murder? Or is outsourcing to Mexico just a kind of reasonable 'band-aid to stay afloat in a competitive world'? Should we be doing that just because there seems to be no other way, no matter the consequence?

Isn't the bailout thusly, the greatest crime in history?

Isn't it tiring to have these debates, almost knowing there is no answer?


Isn't the underlying issue just fear?

In the dumps?

This is the thought process I went through over the last 20 years.

Boredom = 'they're making me do things that do not work! I feel dulled! Why can't I be myself?'
Frustration = 'why don't they understand? I want to be somewhere else!"
Insecurity = 'Please don't cry/yell at me, you make me feel lonely!'
Guilt = 'I can't stop it, I want to be me but I feel so terrible. I shouldn't hate them!'
Denial = 'I can lie to myself for their sake'
Societal Injustice/Stubborn = 'That sucks and I won't budge!'
Insecurity= 'Why are you mocking me? I feel so vulnerable.'
Resentment: 'I hate my idiot father and idiot friends! What emotional morons! How crooked I feel around them! YUCK! ANGER! My stupid sister makes me
feel terrible! She is so bossy and weak! GO AWAY!'
Bubble= 'I'll be invisible. I'll screw me over, not you'
Confined = 'I'm so alone'
Secrets = 'It's none of their business, they don't care and will lie to you'
Distrust = 'People are not to be trusted'
Loneliness = 'I feel so rotten and alone'
People pleasing = 'let me love you so you can let me love me'
Bitterness/Resentment = 'eat shit, loser, I hate you, nothing left'
Hurt= 'Please don't leave me, I'll be good'
Abandonment = 'I feel so hollow and worthless
Self criticism = 'I have to be perfect"
Rage/Violence = 'I'll do whatever it takes to survive - even kill you, or me! Don't you dare get closer!'
Mistake/Malfunction/Worthlessness = 'My whole life is a disaster. I am a malfuction and a mistake without worth to anyone. I just make people's lives a misery and should punch a wall. This is proof of my own irredeemable ugliness'.

So what's the solution?
All the hurt is coming from being less than all you are. Period.
So the solution to all of this is...who are you?

Excitement.
Freedom
Security
Empowerment
Transparency and Visibility.
Flexibility
Forgiveness
Open
Trusting
Loving
Accepting
Peaceful
WORTHY.

Quote on current US politics.

"Of course, the fact that we're even sitting here two years after Bush talking about a GOP comeback is a profound testament to two things: One, the American voter's unmatched ability to forget what happened to him 10 seconds ago, and two, the Republican Party's incredible recuperative skill and bureaucratic ingenuity. This is a party that in 2008 was not just beaten but obliterated, with nearly every one of its recognizable leaders reduced to historical-footnote status and pinned with blame for some ghastly political catastrophe. There were literally no healthy bodies left on the bench, but the Republicans managed to get back in the game anyway by plucking an assortment of nativist freaks, village idiots and Internet Hitlers out of thin air and training them into a giant ball of incoherent resentment just in time for the 2010 midterms. They returned to prominence by outdoing Barack Obama at his own game: turning out masses of energized and disciplined supporters on the streets and overwhelming the ballot box with sheer enthusiasm.

The bad news is that the Tea Party's political outrage is being appropriated, with thanks, by the Goldmans and the BPs of the world. The good news, if you want to look at it that way, is that those interests mostly have us by the balls anyway, no matter who wins on Election Day. That's the reality; the rest of this is just noise. It's just that it's a lot of noise, and there's no telling when it's ever going to end."

Excerpt from the book 'Answer Cancer' by Stephen Parkhill.

As we journey through this mind model, we will touch every aspect of life. This will be a reuniting of religion, medicine and our leadership. Early on these three broke apart as each discipline sought its own self-defending answers. This model gives the real answers. We will learn why discussing the three at once is so important. For now remember that years ago, religion, medicine and social leadership were one in the same. In those days a leader was known to be "connected" to the spiritual world or universal laws. Young upstarts, anxious to move into power, found they could command their own audience if they specialized in a specific area of human wonderment. Specialization does not require the practitioner to be connected. And a specialist lacking that connection will make it a personal mission to sell a crowd away from anything that includes that connection. By selling the short-term gains of processes that work against the universe s laws, the specialists won the favor of the crowds, and whatwas once one was broken into pieces. Religion, medicine and social leadership, each over time, becamemore and more of man and driven by ego. Each became less and less of Him. Each specialty was ableto conceal the fractured nature of its offerings for quite some time. But the ego of man, allowed to take the helm absent of heart and Spirit, will act so ridiculously, and in such a self-serving manner, that even the most die-hard supporters will recognize the true time for change. It looks like we have reached that time.

What years of regressing people to cause exposes is that, when we find disease,
everything is functioning perfectly or at least according to design. A well-functioning, goal-achieving subconscious mind is doing exactly what it has been programmed to do. The subconscious mind runs programs that say things like, "I deserve to be severely punished"; "I ve been so bad that I don t even deserve life"; or very commonly, "Nobody wants me"; or "Someone I love or need to serve would be better off if I were dead or had never arrived."

This cycle continues until the subconscious mind basically says, "Gee whiz, every time I attempt to do my job and punish this person, this doctor cuts away my good work. Let s see... I ll do something to this body that he hasn t found the cure for. And the "Big C" becomes the tool of choice for the subconscious minds of our time. This is why pharmacology will never produce a cure for cancer. No pill will ever win over the goal-achieving power of the subconscious mind. It s why chronic illness will continue to be the precursor to cancer and cost this nation trillions of dollars. There will be little resolve until someone capable of altering the course of the mainstream considers looking into the power of thought-cause theories.

For years I was fascinated by the messages of Denis Waitley. One of the things he proposed was that a Statue of Responsibility be built on the west coast to balance with the Statue of Liberty on the east coast, because without responsibility there can be no liberty. Stirring sex and fear and death energies for the sole purpose of breeding consumption, and without respect for the consequences, is irresponsible. The universe guarantees us a balanced cause and effect.
The equalogists would never condone culling the human herd through genocide to them that would be the ultimate sin. But they go out of their way to demand an equal voice for every dysfunctional group of activists trying to sell their justification for irresponsible activity, and then spend the balance of their time deploring the pain suffered by the victims of this same irresponsible activity. There is no way to have irresponsible activity without consequence! It is mathematically impossible. Trying to legislate consequence out of the formula is nonsense. This is the "one foot on the gas, the other on the brake" thing. Do you know how damaging this is on a car? The same activity in society will produce proportionate damage.


He then goes on to say that rationality is a shield for the subconscious (precisely why I have found certain parts of the New Atheism to give me a sour milk face) - plus the brilliant point that the only reason schizophrenics end up in mental hospitals and smokers don't, is their ability to rationalize their insanity!
Security does not equal pleasure.

Coffee enema, liver and parasite cleanse notes

You will need the following materials:
An enema bag or bucket, preferably one of clear plastic that you can see through
A coffee machine to make 3 cups of coffee
3 cups (3 x 250 mil) of pure water
Organic (if available) coffee fully caffeinated, drip grind coffee
A plastic or metal type filter to strain the coffee (do not use paper filters as they contain many harmful chemicals)

Procedure (best to do coffee enema once a day in the morning or early afternoon)
A coffee enema is best done earlier in the day or early afternoon. Also it is best right after a bowel movement. To enhance the benefits of the coffee enema Budwig Center recommends a pure spring (bottled drinking water) enema to cleanse thoroughly the bowels beforehand followed immediately by the coffee enema

1) Put 4 cups (4 x 250 ml) of clean water into the coffee machine and use 4 tablespoons of coffee (organic if possible). 4 cups will probably yield about 3 cups of coffee due to heat expansion and evaporation. Do not use a paper filter they are filled with chemicals. Use a nylon or metal permanent filter

2) Allow coffee to cool down to a very comfortable, tepid temperature. Test with your finger. It should be the same temperature as a baby's bottle. It's safer to have it too cold than too warm; never use it hot or steaming; body temperature is good. Do the same with the water

3) Pour 3 cups of pure room temperature water into the enema bag, Loosen the clamp to allow the water to run out to the end of the catheter tip to get rid of any air bubbles and re-clamp the bag when all the air has been removed from the enema tubing.

4) Use a coat hanger to hang the enema bag at least two feet above the floor; on a door knob or towel rack. The bucket can rest on a chair, shelf or be held. Do not hang it high, as on a shower head, because it will be too forceful and the hose won't reach. It should flow very gently into the rectum and distal sigmoid colon only. It is not a high enema or colonic.

5) Lie down on the floor on your back or right side and gently insert the catheter into the rectum. If you need lubrication, food grade vegetable oil such as olive oil, a Vitamin E capsule, or KY jelly should be fine, unless you are chemically sensitive. It is generally a good idea to avoid petroleum products.

6) After gently inserting the tube into the rectum a few inches release the clamp and let the first (2 cups maximum) of water flow in. Clamp the tubing off as soon as there is the slightest amount of discomfort or fullness. Do not change positions or use an incline board to cause the enema to enter further into the colon; this defeats the purpose of this type of enema.

7) You may not be able to retain the water in your body very long. That is not so important as this is to cleanse the colon. However for the coffee try to retain the enema for a minimum of 12 or more minutes so it can reach the liver and cause it to expel its toxins. Sometimes there will be an immediate urgency to get rid of it and that is fine. It helps to clean the stool out of the colon so that next time around you can hold more of the enema longer. Never force yourself to retain it if you feel that you can't. When you have clamped the tubing, remove the catheter tip and void when you have to.

8) REPEAT all the above with the coffee. Use old towels and if you want a pillow and bring along some appropriately relaxing literature When you have finished your session, rinse out the bag and tubing with boiling water or better still hydrogen peroxide (Agua Oxigenada in Spanish).and hang it up to dry. If you feel wired or hyper, or have palpitations or irregular heartbeats after a coffee enema, you should reduce the amount of coffee, usually by half for a few days or weeks. Or consider that you really need organic coffee. Be sure the source of your water is good clean chemical-free spring, well, or filtered water.

Every day for the first week
Then twice a week for the next 30 days
Then once a week for 3 months
A months rest
Then repeat.
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SUPPLIES
1 measuring cup, 1 hot water bottle, 1 sheave (optional) which is a container with small holes to collect stones in the toilet if you want to see how effective this treatment is

1 enema bag (2-litre capacity) available at the pharmacy, 2 liters of pure water, 6 red or pink grapefruit, 12 oranges, 1 bottle of Oral Grade Epsom salts (magnesium sulfate), 1 cup of extra virgin olive oil. One ½ liter jar with a lid to shake the olive oil and grapefruit juice.

DAY 1

2 pm. From the time you get up in the morning until 2 pm you may drink apple juice or water. Some people say they get better results when they drink a lot of apple juice (non sweetened an preferably homemade apple juice) before a cleanse. No food at all to be eaten. No drink is to be taken after 2 pm (except a little water if you are very thirsty)

4 pm. Take 3 water enemas starting at 4 pm. Here’s how to take an enema. Heat half a jug of water in a pot, not a kettle, so you can test the temperature of the water. You want the water to be barely warm. It is going into your body so it must not be hot at all. Put your finger in the water to make sure it is only slightly warm. Hang the enema bag from the shower rod in the bathroom. Place 2 thick towels on the floor of the bathtub. You will shortly be kneeling on them so make it thick enough for comfort. There is a plastic flow-control on the tube descending from the enema bag. Make sure it is shut or the water will gush out when you start to fill the enema bag. Fill the enema bag slowly. Attach the insertion nozzle to the end of the tube. Lubricate the nozzle and yourself with some oil to make insertion comfortable. Kneel on the towels with your feet toward the drain. Keep your head down. Open the flow-control to expel any air from the tube. Gently insert the nozzle. Open the flow control part-way. If you open it all the way the water will flow quickly and you may feel bloated and uncomfortable. You may increase the flow if you like but shut it off completely if you start to feel uncomfortable. Wait until you feel comfortable then continue the flow. This will enable you to hold the water in so you don’t have the urge to rush to the toilet. Once you have taken all the water, remove the nozzle and lie on your back on the towels. Put your feet up on the wall to encourage the water to flow through the colon. Massage the abdomen from the left side to the bottom of the ribcage and then to the right side of the abdomen. Lie on your right side and massage the right side of the abdomen. You are encouraging the water to flow from the sigmoid up the descending across the transverse and down the ascending colon. That is the loop the colon makes. Hold the water in for at least 5 minutes. Resist the urge to visit the toilet. After finally visiting the toilet repeat the above procedure twice.

6 pm. Dissolve 2 tablespoons (British dessert spoons) of oral Epsom salts in 1 cup (250 ml.) of orange juice mixed 50/50 with grapefruit juice. This will relax you. It will also relax the bile ducts in the liver so that even the biggest stones will pass unnoticed. The most you will ever feel when you pass the stones is a train of marbles flowing up the right side of the abdomen below the ribcage. No pain or discomfort will felt. Lie down with a hot water bottle over the liver which is above and below the right side of the ribcage. The liver is a big organ, the largest organ in the body. Put more hot water in the bottle when it becomes too cool.

8 PM Repeat this procedure of 2 tablespoons (British dessert spoons) of oral Epsom salts in 1 cup (250 ml.) of grapefruit and orange juice. You may get a colon flush from the Epsom salts. Visit the bathroom when necessary.

9:45 pm. Place 2 or 3 pillows or cushions on the bed under your head in preparation for the main course. Squeeze the juice of 2 or 3 red or pink grapefruit, enough for one full cup (lemon juice or orange with a little water can also be used). Strain out the pulp. Add one full cup of oil to the juice. Stir the mixture for a minute (put in a ½ liter jar with a lid and shake well). Hold your nose and drink the mixture as fast as you can. Your goal is to drink the whole thing. If you can’t drink it all after a few minutes, or if you start to gag, that’s OK. Lie down quietly on your back with your head up high on the pillows and don’t move for at least 20 minutes. After 20 minutes you can change your position. The Epsom salts will make you fall asleep. You may get a colon flush after midnight. Visit the bathroom when necessary. When you start to see yellow and green stones floating on the top of the toilet you have struck pay dirt. The stones float because they are cholesterol and cholesterol is fat. Fat is lighter than water and will always float to the top when mixed with water.

DAY 2
6 am or later (set your alarm the night before) Mix 2 tablespoons of oral Epsom salts in 1 cup of grapefruit and orange juice. You may go back to bed. You may now also drink some pure water as you will probably be thirsty. Wait until you get a colon flush. You may have to visit the bathroom more than once. Then take 3 water enemas following the above procedure. The enemas will flush the stones out. Those who do this cleanse without the 6 water enemas do not have the incredible results as those who do the water enemas. Observe their size and color and make notes of approximately how many stones you got out so that you can compare the results with subsequent cleanses. Even if you got out only small yellow and green stones or only chaff the cleanse was a success. The larger stones will come out during later cleanses. If you want to save the larger stones to show your friends and family you can fish them out of the toilet with rubber gloves and place them in a plastic container in the freezer. They will eventually start to melt, even in the freezer.

Afternoon. It will take until late morning or early afternoon for the last stones to be flushed out. You should rest during the afternoon. The effects of the magnesium in the Epson salts will encourage you to follow the body’s need for rest and sleep at this time. You may want to break your fast during the afternoon or early evening. It is best to start back with a very light meal. I always prefer a light soup when I resume eating after a liver cleanse.

Repeat every month until no more stones come out, and then perhaps every 6 months.
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A plan!

School - Boredom at teaching, frustrated at being misunderstood, hurt and insecure over bullying, resentment
SOLUTION: Heart education, outreach, standing up for myself without resorting to violence, and FORGIVENESS.

Society - Angry at injustice, sad at inability to do something about that.
SOLUTION: Forgiveness, and understanding the definitions I have placed upon myself

Friends - bored, trying to please
SOLUTION: Live from the heart and make no forced attempts to please anyone, but feel it in my body first.

Family - misunderstanding, communication breakdown
SOLUTION: Forgiveness.

Lovers - very bad relationship history
Self - anger/rage or WORSE? beating self up
....forgive them all and forgive myself.

Conditions may have made me act badly, but I don't choose that at all anymore. I choose health and happiness. No exceptions. Bye docs, bye common consensus, I choose my vortex, and appreciation of everything. I choose to experience the thrill of new ideas precisely because I haven't felt them before. Refocus, improve, always! Clarity! I will release. I will trust the flow, releasing apathy, charging my body, believing in my inherent self worth, free from stubbornness and belief of malfunction, being free from resentment and revenge towards those before me, , only going for my goals, moving with change. and filling my life with joy. No hurt, or resentments, or secrets, or fear of the future. There is nothing to be irritated or bored by.
There is such hope. If there is enough air, there is enough. I won't be a Superman. I'll just be me. Statistics and circumstances do not matter. Only state of being matters. Awareness and dissolves awareness of bodily definitions, as you disappear into energy.
I am willing to release in my consciousness ,the pattern that has created this condition. I will let it go.
Circumstances don't matter, only state of being matters.

SO!
I will use the Abraham Hicks processes to build me up to constant passion, in the body, on all subjects I can think of - to use negativity as its own healing.
I will be passionate about that passion and remain there! I will utterly immerse myself, thought, word and deed into my new reality.
I will take my negative beliefs and their bag of tricks, straight into the light.
Then I shall track all elements in friends and family, the environment, my thoughts, memories, words, deeds, and my body, till all is like water. I haven't been there before. But I will be.

I will visualise my cells healthy at evening and night, working in perfect synchronicity. I will visualise that which makes me feel alive!
I will immerse myself in my vision board for perfect health - sailing, rowing, swimming, running, biking, climbing, yoga.
I believe in faith, that all is here and now, immediately granted, and all I must do is believe and feel.
I accept all negativity from within or without is just asking in disguise. I will find the right people and input, for feeling alive in the body and deep empowerment.
I will change my diet to fully vegan, no exceptions.
I will follow this full daily routine:

7am: Cantron, enzymes, SLO, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice, 3 glasses of water, Borax/sea salt with water. Fresh up.
8am: 3-4 fruits, brown rice tea
8.10: Muesli, carrot juice w/1 tbsp wheatgrass powder, 2g Vit C drops w 2g MSM, B1/B Complex/D3
8 30: Stretching, walking/swimming, deep breathing/yogic practice
9: 1 hour detox, sun bulb, 2 glasses of water, shower.
10: Cantron, enzymes, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice.
11 30: SLO
12: DCA, 1 pound of salad and veg, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice.
1: Cantron w/green tea. Coffee/water enema
4: Cantron, water
5: Enzymes, plus pancreatic and bromelain.
6: Light meal, , carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice.
7, 10 and 1: Cantron, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice,
10. Fresh down, muesli.
11: Reading, higher self meditation. Cannabis oil.
Meditation, processes, and tracking throughout.
Plus a full quarterly detox from colon, gallbladder, liver, and kidneys.
Salad ingredients: millet, brown rice, lentils, beans, peas, yams & potatoes, soup, kale, tomatoes, spinach, beets, carrots, chard, cabbage, brussel sprouts, broccoli, onions, artichokes, asparagus, peppers, and green beans.

I will build a financial target of 150k a year from arbing, automated, 350k a year from penny stock, also automated, and up to 500k a year from local business marketing.
The first goal, from a first month of 8k, and a monthly ROI of 10% which is totally reinvested.
To reach 150 would take 30 months.

The second goal (estimated from figures from July-Sept '10) , at around 26 trades a quarter, an average ROI of 6.17% a quarter, a total input per quarter of 480k and an average input per trade of 18,470, leads to an average profit per trade of 1140, and a yearly profit of about 120k.

To reach 350k I would have to triple those numbers and need to put in around 55k per trade, though perhaps not feasible. This would take 2 years to hit

The third goal will take 14-16 clients on a monthly continuity of 2500-3000 pounds. Possible in 18 months.

Then the rest is peachy :)

Back from holiday. Crazy dreams much?

OK. It was fun. I'm tired so will keep this short.
If you dream the following - that in your dreams, you avoid having sex with Seraloo in front of her friends in a bizarre Unreal Tournament style room, and instead only bite her nipple, you avoid having sex with a 15 year old in an orgy and meet up with Rob Shaw in a giant mansion and play drums blindfolded, you avoid having sex with Olga in a London home in front of her gay nihilist friends because she wants you to stick it in the hole in her penis (yes, she's a tranny), followed by a trip to a San Francisco club with your dad where you defuse a nuke, plus a broken computer and imagining that the cast of Lost were helped out by a giant ancient turtle called Almost That What's Not - what does that all mean?!

Gotta sleep!!