I feel so awful. I feel so wretched and frightened and worthless. I can barely even weep. This is so painful, almost beyond description. Like God is punishing me, with a knive through my heart. I fear there will be even more pain after I go. I fear I will never get what I want because I was born to be hurt and beat up and stomped upon and made to be pathetic and weak. I don't know if there's any escape. I will have to make an escape out of my body.
I really need people right now but am sure they all hate me. I've utterly wasted my life. What am I doing here? School, friends, it was all a waste of time and now I'm out of it. Please help me. Someone please help me.
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