UGH!!!! I HATE YOU ALL!
Why did you bring me to this fucking awful, despicable place, where I could have my heart ripped out and stomped on, torn into shreds and spat out over and over until I hated myself?! Justice would be to run as far away from here, and come back with a nuclear missile and vaporise every last person who made me feel utterly terrible! Those scum in the gym, stupid LGS cliques, Nuala's druggie ex, Ashleigh's stupidity and weakness, Sam's miserable depression (fuck off!) I TRUSTED YOU! I TRUSTED YOU WITH A LOVE AND AN INNOCENT PASSION THAT YOU TRIED TO DESTROY!!!!! YUCK YUCK YUCK! I want to piss down your throat and rip your heads off as you are all lined up, crying and begging for mercy. That would be justice! Stupid parents, enslaved me to a world that doesn't care, left me to my own devices, snivelling ugly, despicable people, you are BAD PARENTS and don't deserve a shred of mercy! YOU LEFT ME SO FRUSTRATED AND HURT, WHY SHOULD I TRUST YOU, BASTARDS! BASTARDS! WHY DO WE LIVE IN SUCH A STUPID world? I want to relish this more than I am. If only you knew how many times I had bottled up my fury and rage, seeing how appallingly you behaved towards my sister and fearing annihilation and homelessness from speaking my mind, you would have shut the fuck up very soon. But it doesn't matter. Now it's all over, and I'm at the mercy of scientific egotistical bullies that I wish would all die in a car fire. Fuck what you think. You're already dead, the past is burning and your children are gone. GONE. GONE. GONE. Now watch me punish myself because of YOU!
I HATE BEING BROKE AND ILL AND ALONE, AND I WANT TO BREAK EVERYTHING IN THE HOUSE!
I will come from the inside and SHOW MY PASSION TO ALL! END OF STORY.
MY SYSTEM WORKS PERFECTLY, AND I'LL SHOW YOU ALL. GOOD RIDDANCE.
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