A plan!

School - Boredom at teaching, frustrated at being misunderstood, hurt and insecure over bullying, resentment
SOLUTION: Heart education, outreach, standing up for myself without resorting to violence, and FORGIVENESS.

Society - Angry at injustice, sad at inability to do something about that.
SOLUTION: Forgiveness, and understanding the definitions I have placed upon myself

Friends - bored, trying to please
SOLUTION: Live from the heart and make no forced attempts to please anyone, but feel it in my body first.

Family - misunderstanding, communication breakdown
SOLUTION: Forgiveness.

Lovers - very bad relationship history
Self - anger/rage or WORSE? beating self up
....forgive them all and forgive myself.

Conditions may have made me act badly, but I don't choose that at all anymore. I choose health and happiness. No exceptions. Bye docs, bye common consensus, I choose my vortex, and appreciation of everything. I choose to experience the thrill of new ideas precisely because I haven't felt them before. Refocus, improve, always! Clarity! I will release. I will trust the flow, releasing apathy, charging my body, believing in my inherent self worth, free from stubbornness and belief of malfunction, being free from resentment and revenge towards those before me, , only going for my goals, moving with change. and filling my life with joy. No hurt, or resentments, or secrets, or fear of the future. There is nothing to be irritated or bored by.
There is such hope. If there is enough air, there is enough. I won't be a Superman. I'll just be me. Statistics and circumstances do not matter. Only state of being matters. Awareness and dissolves awareness of bodily definitions, as you disappear into energy.
I am willing to release in my consciousness ,the pattern that has created this condition. I will let it go.
Circumstances don't matter, only state of being matters.

SO!
I will use the Abraham Hicks processes to build me up to constant passion, in the body, on all subjects I can think of - to use negativity as its own healing.
I will be passionate about that passion and remain there! I will utterly immerse myself, thought, word and deed into my new reality.
I will take my negative beliefs and their bag of tricks, straight into the light.
Then I shall track all elements in friends and family, the environment, my thoughts, memories, words, deeds, and my body, till all is like water. I haven't been there before. But I will be.

I will visualise my cells healthy at evening and night, working in perfect synchronicity. I will visualise that which makes me feel alive!
I will immerse myself in my vision board for perfect health - sailing, rowing, swimming, running, biking, climbing, yoga.
I believe in faith, that all is here and now, immediately granted, and all I must do is believe and feel.
I accept all negativity from within or without is just asking in disguise. I will find the right people and input, for feeling alive in the body and deep empowerment.
I will change my diet to fully vegan, no exceptions.
I will follow this full daily routine:

7am: Cantron, enzymes, SLO, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice, 3 glasses of water, Borax/sea salt with water. Fresh up.
8am: 3-4 fruits, brown rice tea
8.10: Muesli, carrot juice w/1 tbsp wheatgrass powder, 2g Vit C drops w 2g MSM, B1/B Complex/D3
8 30: Stretching, walking/swimming, deep breathing/yogic practice
9: 1 hour detox, sun bulb, 2 glasses of water, shower.
10: Cantron, enzymes, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice.
11 30: SLO
12: DCA, 1 pound of salad and veg, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice.
1: Cantron w/green tea. Coffee/water enema
4: Cantron, water
5: Enzymes, plus pancreatic and bromelain.
6: Light meal, , carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice.
7, 10 and 1: Cantron, carrot/cucumber/wheatgrass juice,
10. Fresh down, muesli.
11: Reading, higher self meditation. Cannabis oil.
Meditation, processes, and tracking throughout.
Plus a full quarterly detox from colon, gallbladder, liver, and kidneys.
Salad ingredients: millet, brown rice, lentils, beans, peas, yams & potatoes, soup, kale, tomatoes, spinach, beets, carrots, chard, cabbage, brussel sprouts, broccoli, onions, artichokes, asparagus, peppers, and green beans.

I will build a financial target of 150k a year from arbing, automated, 350k a year from penny stock, also automated, and up to 500k a year from local business marketing.
The first goal, from a first month of 8k, and a monthly ROI of 10% which is totally reinvested.
To reach 150 would take 30 months.

The second goal (estimated from figures from July-Sept '10) , at around 26 trades a quarter, an average ROI of 6.17% a quarter, a total input per quarter of 480k and an average input per trade of 18,470, leads to an average profit per trade of 1140, and a yearly profit of about 120k.

To reach 350k I would have to triple those numbers and need to put in around 55k per trade, though perhaps not feasible. This would take 2 years to hit

The third goal will take 14-16 clients on a monthly continuity of 2500-3000 pounds. Possible in 18 months.

Then the rest is peachy :)